theloveablebiatch

I've been staying in at lunch to do my art work with Amy, yesterday and today, and now Ez and Hats think I'm goin off with her! They're just jealous because, Am doesn't like them. It's just I love Ez and Hats I really do, but there's just the three of us, and I don't feel I always fit in with the two of them. Ez said to me the other day... "I just think you're to afraid to be yourself around us" And that's just it! I am myslef around them, I'm just not who they think I am!

hey! Johns over atm, he came round to see me. He didn't come of his own accord tho, thats whats really pissing me off. I mean my mum had to say to him, "you should come see Emily!" If he don't want to see me, he don't have to you know, I'm really not bothered either way. I'm so tired ahhh! We started Pop Art, in Art today it's so fun!

We had PSE 2day! You know, bout cousework no no no, I mean work experience! We got the forms, and the lady told me to go ahead with the BBC application, but at the same time ignor it and concentrate on something less surreal lol, so I put...

1st - A TV studio
2nd - Adervitising
3rd - Interior Design

I hope I get one of them, I'm giving my form in tomorrow so...

Yay! I had the day off school today! Everyone did, because of the weather! The snow is way deep! Tom and Richard were out, and I have decided I definatley do not like Richard anymore. I mean, I don't like, fanci him anymore, he's just a good mate - most of the time. He's such a show off now and it annoys me, he's like Ez! I went out for a bit but I was too cold so I came back in. Ez has got my gloves little pikey, I be I wont get them back until the summer wen I don't need them, just like my scarf lol.

lol OMG! Richards 16!!! Can't believe it! But then again, I'm 16 this year 2! There's a rumor going round skool that me and Hats are lesbians, er, I don't think so lol! Oh well, it'll blow over in a few days. I had extra German 2day, it went so bad! She said Mr. Nesbit said I have the ability to move up (which I know I do) see I told you I'd prove them all wrong! I'm so glad I didn't drop German, I might have just thrown away a GCSE.
Oh yeh lol! I fell off my stool in science today! I was well embarrassed and I didn't even go red! Maybe I am getting more confident. Spoke to Liam today on msn, he said I should paint my room yellow, but I don't like yellow.

I didn't see david all day luckily. But Ez came over and we were chattin to him on msn, and he shoved the cam down his pants! WTF! We didn't see anything, thak god, but lol! Oh yeh! Mr. Big Ears, confiscated my drink 2day! 'idiot' I remember in Year 8/9 he always used to take my food! And then I saw him later in the day and he goes to me, "oh yeh, and pout, that good!" Oh well. He'll be joining Drusilla in a padded cell soon enough!

My life is beggining to get boring! I never have anything to write anymore! Help me! I'm beggining to want to speak to Liam! I'm getting annoyed when he's not on msn. Idiot! I think I miss him you know?

OMG!!! Me and Hats were talking to David on msn, and he started wanking on webcam, lol. Cringe! It was so funny! He was like are you two wet yet? we were like, er... yeh, NO!!! He's such a minga as well! Ez gave him phone sex! When I see him at school I'm so gonna burst out laughing!!! At least he don't even know who Hats is, he knows me!!!

Ah! I got my english oral 2moz definatley :-( She goes, "Where's your evaluation?" and I was like "I havn't done my oral". Oh well, once it's done, it's done. I had to get up and do a group role play in RS and Science today. (it's not so bad.) Did you know theres 316 days til I'm 16! lol. Megans Guni Pig died 2day! Bridie got it :-( I came home and there was fur all over the living room - or the not so living room, should I say. It wasn't pretty. Then James freaked! But after he calmed down, he got some fur and goes: "I made Megan another one! It's cheap you don't have to feed it and it'll never die!"

OMG!!! I didn't sleep at all last night. Not 1 single wink! John came round - lol his foot is broken and he can't use the crutches). Oh yeh, anyway he came round and didn't go til like 1am and then I just couldn't sleep! I kept falling asleep in my lessons, lol and talking crap in my sleep, cringe! I got out of my english 2day tho, well The Hulk didn't say anything so neither did I. Ez keeps saying I fanci Liam (I dont) and its really anoying! I email him alot coz I have crappy lessons and its fun to piss him off!!! I could never fanci him, could I? Bad Bad Buffy thoughts lol. "Don't think about the evil bloodsucking fiend. Think about anything other than the evil bloodsucking fiend... (girl screams) Thankyou!"